Wednesday, December 31, 2008
welcome back to singapore
[15:49] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: you want to run sundown marathon??
[15:49] !GaBe~: sleeping: no way
[15:49] !GaBe~: sleeping: haha
[15:49] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: they say you want to run leh
[15:49] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: haha
[15:49] !GaBe~: sleeping: wHO?
[15:50] !GaBe~: sleeping: they siao kian u ah
[15:50] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: the year 4s lor
[15:50] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: they say, jio gabe.. you dun jio him, he will also jio you
[15:50] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: haha
[15:50] !GaBe~: sleeping: who is the year 4s?
[15:50] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: erm.. ithink chio and allan bah
[15:50] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: haha
[15:50] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: no.
[15:50] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: i think it's jingwen
[15:50] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: haha
[15:51] !GaBe~: sleeping: welcome back to singapore
[15:51] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: haha
[15:51] [ernest] [黄信源][SHopple][sbdl] singapore.. room in ultimate mess: back to the land of siowkiens??????????
[15:51] !GaBe~: sleeping: yah
[15:51] !GaBe~: sleeping: haha
[15:51] !GaBe~: sleeping: how can u believe them
[15:51] !GaBe~: sleeping: haha
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Calvin and Hobbes: no last words, cos we will meet again
Dearest Friends of Shanghai,
The Raccoon Story.
I really like Calvin and Hobbes. What makes Calvin & Hobbes the greatest ever is its ability to make you laugh your ass off, and identify with it.
This one's positively touching.
Read them individually, you will find that each strip is humourous. As a whole, i hope you can identify the emo-ness in it, like me.
The last line says, "death is as natural as birth. it's all part of the life cycle". similarly, i told myself, parting is as natural as meeting, and it's part of life. Thank you for being a part of my adventurous one year in shanghai. Soon, i will do an epilogue of the year and close this blog. the memories will stay with me and i'm sure the people will move on... move on to be a part of my real life.
As much as i say that Shanghai is like a dream. I am sure the characters in the dream are very real. The world is small and i know we will meet again, purposely or accidentally. so.. there's no excuse for leaving each other out of our lives.
quoting calvin, "...DuN YOu gO AnYWheRe.." (i meant it)









with love,
Ernest Wong
Monday, December 1, 2008
calvin and hobbes. part 3 of 9
you may not know but calvin, a 5 year old kid, doesnt like his dinner most of the time. and he is always finding excuses to get rid of his homecook food and pack lunch.
meaningful? it's reallie hard-warming to see how a little kid is willing to give up things for a little racccoon .. =)
funnie? well... you can read it and interpret that Calvin is trying to find an excuse (again!) to get rid of his dinner.
but i still think that.. calvin is truly compassionate and willing to give up things for the needy.
Ernest Wong
+86 13564292754
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
calvin and hobbes: Part 2 of 9
why funny? =) i guess this is the only time in the entire collection where the mom actually talks to hobbes like how calvin always talks to hobbes. i literally LOL when the mom talks to hobbbes like a kid. there's always a kid in everyone's heart.
meaningful? facts of life. for those who knows, i literally watch charlie (my pet rabbit in shanghai) died in front of me. i held the cabbage which i bought from carrefour at his mouth. he was struggling to nibble at the cabbage. after a few seconds, he shivered a bit and died. treasure our days friends.
Monday, November 17, 2008
Saturday, November 15, 2008
calvin and hobbes. Part 1 of 9
yeah.. if you are reading this, by now you should know that i like calvin and hobbes. i always find humour and meaning in the strips. my shanghai adventure is going to come to an end very soon. i want to use this last few weeks to share with you guys something that i really like.
this is a 9-part series and each strip is funnie (to me) and the whole series is very meaningful and sweet (to me). and here it is...
why funny? it's so childlike for calvin to think that his mom can fix everything. =)
meaningful? and i reflect, it takes me a while before i realise that my mom doesnt know how to be a mom until she is a mom. and she is learning now too. it's only when i realise that she's is also learning that i learnt to be more 'mature' and understanding to her. =)
Monday, November 10, 2008
they say i am fatter
but somehow, i dun have recent photos on my computers. i must find a chance to take some photos and start posting.
or maybe people can contribute. haha..
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
be a man
1. he can not emo
2. he can be ego
3. he can fight
4. he can dun think about relationships
5. he has the rights to date his career
6. he does not need to rush his marriage
7. ....
so.. be a man, do the right thing.
Monday, November 3, 2008
pleasing people
or do you fall into the trap of pleasing yourself only? what's the consequence? haha.. actulaly i dun know. right now. i tot if you are only concerned bout yourself, the most is that people will dislike you and dun care bout you. but then again, if you are such an ego kid, you probably wun need attention from people at all. so..what's the harm?
aiyah.. but my point is.. let me try to practice.. pleasing Him and Him alone. let me try.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
comfort zone
right now.. i guess.. being serious at work will be good to boost my confidence. indulgence is jus going to slacken your performance and you will not feel good bout yourself.
theory? do your best in what you are supposed to do. slacken will make things worse.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
packing up
as i packed those books and notes, i specially sieve out the little notes, letters and cards my dearest friends have sent to me. i have decided to keep them in my cupboard and bring them back personally in december. God send them to encourage me. reading thru the notes just give me a tinge of warmth. =)
and yes.. i stil have a small stack of notes friends wrote for me when i came to shanghai in January. reading them again brings me back to that early morning in changi airport. teary eyes and heavy feelings.
now changi airport is like a taxi stand when flying around is so common. the world has become smaller. and i have grown older.
one last lap. i need to be more disciplined.
Monday, October 27, 2008
losing focus
i need super focus power and stop dwelling in dreams and what ifs.
imaginations are killing me
biz case draft 2
photobook
bakerzin tempcard
menu
website icr
website meilan
ppt raymond
doing my FPC stuffs
visiting clients
digging info from company
writing shen article
think of biz plan
i need hiro.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
just some updates
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Friday, October 10, 2008
Friday, September 26, 2008
it's been a long time
i feel like i am back to square one.
as i am super excited to meet friends.. i wish to show how much i do care bout family.
now.. i cannot dwell too much in the companion so sweet..
but, reality is knocking at the door
time to find a niche and my value in the economical world.
i need to find a role.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Friday, August 22, 2008
getaway
Monday, August 18, 2008
what i have
so, i may not have this and that already. but let's concentrate on what i still have before i lose it.. sigh. then again, maybe even if i make effort, i will sitll lose it. crap.
okie.. consistent effort not to lose.. even if i am still in the other end. as what Carl suggested. if everything is account to Him. you will never feel shortchanged and the need to vent.
without the need to vent, less troubles. haha =)
ernest
Saturday, August 16, 2008
every morning
every night, i want to wake up and start afresh. but it is always not the case and the night falls again.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
God's will
quoting don's msn nick, "if you want to make God laugh, tell Him your plans..."
for now.. Praise the Lord for helping my friend to get her job.
for helping my another friend settling quite nicely in his first temp job
for helping me to learn from little things in life.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
there will be Ups when you think you are down
the loss of physical companion means more time spent with Him. the less confidence in man means more reliance on God. but I also know.. that i need to wake up in the morning as if nothing has happen and break thru my own barrier and hindrance. it's a lesson to be learnt. mistake made doesnt mean i have to dwell on it.
and in the midst of these..
i must thank my dear Junior for sending me Chicken rice paste and bak kut teh. it's GOOD.
and i must thank my chem engin classmate to tell me something to encourage me to move on and try harder.
and i must thank my fellow chem engin bro for being there for all the crap and cock and serious stuffs. 感情厚厚。
and i must thank all of my friends who are there to chat a few lines or two. it's a couple of lines here and there that make me to feel like i have never left singapore.
all of you know who you are. thanks!
PHOTOS time.. long time no photos.

national day dinner in shanghai!. well. i guess except for my exceptional short yamseng.. i hope i have done pretty fine for the rest of my emcee attempt.. haha

did i say how much i miss the tab children?? i cant wait to start sunday school.
and Junior, here's a table of bakkutteh and chicken rice using ur packets of spices and chicken rice paste! thanks!!!!
Thursday, August 7, 2008
gabe sent me this
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
it only takes a spark
when i cannot find anyone to talk bout it. does it reallie mean that i am in the ultimate wrong.. 无心之失。 不是借口。我只想好过一点。
Monday, August 4, 2008
i love parcels
thanks junior!!! for making my national more singapore. hahahah! super timely and nice .
chicken rice and bak kut teh for dinner soon. hahaah
Sunday, August 3, 2008
talk in the car
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and i really think that. we are all adults le.. and all have kinda fixed their personality and reaction models. and we reallie to have expect less change but more accommodation from time to time.
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zyy ask me why everyone changing to wordpress.. i changed for the same reasons as many some time ago.. maybe i will change back soon. change to wordpress where it's just words and SHOUTING of stuffs..but meanwhile. i still want to keep my shanghai blog a good log.
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recently.. i reallie have learnt. carl's advice is good. do it HIS way. that's The Way i should go.. it's reallie when i stop to ponder and contemplate the other way when i got stuck. stick to one way.. if not i keep U-turning, i cannot reach my destination.
Friday, August 1, 2008
harmony
it's like a mirror.. its all reflected.
for a long time, tho i diint fully do it. i try to
"be friendly, so that you will have friends"
maybe i have failed.
sometimes, i guess, the mirror is just not working. it's not nt reflecting. i grief over the loss of the pretty mirror. but i guess 破镜难圆。
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in china, if you think you are right, you are right. like what carl says, if you speak as if you think you are wrong, people will pick the signal and believe they are right and you are wrong. i guess sometime, at least in china, the way of taking a step back and state that i am wrong will nt gain understanding. it will just shows that i am wrong.
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so when i call clients and talk to them, i must also speak as if i am giving them the stuffs that they NEED.
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but if you wonder, i stil treasure the little old things. i wish they last. i dint know why they can end so abruptly. i tried to ask but to no avail. so i guess let's hope that time will make things better and not worse this time.
best regards
ernest
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Monday, July 21, 2008
Sunday, July 20, 2008
beautiful pictures from china west
me? i dint go back to singapore like zyy, elim and shirleen and karmeng and bryan and lijuan and hansheng and maybe shuzhan and lynette.
but i still need a break.. so here i am going to one of the most exotic place i can think of. it cost me a bomb but i know i need the break and i wun have the chance to travel ever again, at least not as a student once i go back to singapore.
it's a beautiful place. i will let the pictures do the talking. will talk more bout the trip and place next time. for now, it's a thankful heart to God for companion, safety, and provisions of money. let's hope i will move on to be more hardwork in work and everything else. time to buck up and do more in Shanghai.
Friday, July 11, 2008
hairspray
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
in the days when blog talks
so down that i wish i can chill but it seems so hard to chill. why? maybe no more fongseng and level 6 corner to chill and bitch about it. sigh..
zyy pointed out something that is right. that i am spiteful at times. i was wrong that we can be occasionally spiteful and people will give you the leeway and let you be and forgive you for being 'have a bad day'. want to be good guy. it should be all the way.
i was quite unable to reconcile. how come sometimes, i am always the one that is in the wrong. is it reallie the louder is the more correct guy? i guess it's wrong too. the one with demand is at the losing end.
if i quarrel with the shop auntie and bargain, i will lose out eventaully if i reallie want to buy the thing.
if i am spiteful and ignore the world, i will lose out,.. cos i know. and i cannot deny. i need the world more than the world needs me.
shux. i am at the losing end.
what can be worse will be when the shop auntie dun give a damn about my business, despite being such a nice customer for so damn long. sigh
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
brat
至于《天龙八部》,很遗憾,那个人人讨厌的阿紫仍然健在,问金庸,他笑得很慈悲:"世上真的有这种讨厌的小姑娘,小时候环境不好,后来又爱上姐夫,令她任性反叛,其实身不由己,也是个很可怜的人。"
it's true that there are sad cases around. 任性反叛,其实身不由己,也是个很可怜的人。but, will we give sympathy? often not. so work harder and not to be a brat, not even occasionally.
Monday, July 7, 2008
thoughts
and i do feel ashamed that i am not contented with my lot in life. quoting someone when i say i wish i will have a grad trip.
"u are already in shanghai and NOC.. "
"you know how many people want to go NOC but cannot?"
when i tot it's bleak for my future career. another one says
"you dun know how i wish i am in ur shoes?"
"nus, chem engin"
"it's like how nice"
"i have to take part time degree lor"
so, i feel totally wrong to lament about my wants in life. haha.. but nvm.. i shall still write them down.
it's a constant struggle. to be good and to be bad like the world.
it's a shaping of character in shanghai. i am starting to dun care and stop trying to be that perfect guy.
and those damn ego there are like so nice. they are egoistic about themselves and yet happy.
and, i also realise what is it to like a person again. it's about knowing how wrong the person can be and yet you still want to stay around.
and there are no good guys. all are bad. the difference is, are they at ur side or not. i hate that feeling. but it's getting real.
and who says looks doesnt matter.
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in church, after so long, i finally hear a lot of hyms in church. the feeling is so farmiliar.
"it is well.... (it is well), with my soul (with my soul).. it is well, it is well.. with my soul"
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one good thing that i have gained. someone whom i can talk bout God as well as about the bad things that i have done. not a lot of people i can talk bout the 'holy' and also 'unholy' stuffs.
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and do i have someone special in mind? haha.. i guess so.. i wish i do. but it's so fleeting and i am starting to doubt my fleeting thoughts. but the thoughts stays there consistently. so it's like a permanent fleeting thought. haha.
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"i dun know about tmr.. i just live from day to day.. "
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
ermo
emo is such an overused word. but i already cannot differentiate what's and what's not emo.
i guess i know what's wrong with me recently. coupled with the fact that i am overseas without many people around me. and plus the fact that i have restricted my tonnes of emo talking to only a very very very small grp of pple. most of them not even in shanghai has turned me to a deprived kid.
i dun dare to let my emotions be known. i was too tired of being read. what is worse is that most people will throw this book away after reading it. it's like.. too easily read. no challenge. and there i go, to the shelves.
now back to logic, i think. my prob is not with the change. is just the skillsets that necessary. the ability to think and speak. and not thinking and speaking at the same time. and the ability to express my thoughts (which are , i hope, friendly most of the time) correctly.
i guess. i am a little affected. i know.
when i baidu my name.. i tot i wun find anything but i'm wrong
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Friday, June 20, 2008
Saturday, June 14, 2008
vain !!!!
Sunday, June 8, 2008
impt things come first
> > One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled and said, 'I'm glad you asked.'it's taken from a story where it shows that the important things in life should fill your life first.. then there will be time for other smaller things..
> >
> > The coffee just shows you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'
when you have all ur big and small things already.. there's still space for cups of coffee with a friend.
i guess as asians, we grew up watching movies and serials about friendships. for guys maybe will watch a few jianghu or gangster show and be acquainted with brotherhood. i guess, sometimes we fail to realise that brothers are important but the bigger things in life is still more important. sometimes, we learnt lessons using a longer timeframe. haha..
previously i was talking to one of my friend on msn. and that's what he says.
"friends will get married and eventually, they will have no time for you. so why bother... "
haha.. i laughed.. and realise that one day that statement will be true.
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Christ's love
"I have decided to follow Jesus, no turning back, no turning back."
a familiar and "childish" song but it gives good reminder. Why sometimes, i am thinking of turning back? Throwing the towel? Quitting? I am reminded that there is no turning back anymore.
sometimes, i feel emo becos of my guilt. the guilt of not performing as a Christian. and most importantly, the guilt of being emo. it's in fact the last thing i should do becos God in heaven, is my Father and He goes before me and takes care of me. the cheerful and confident kid i should be, i reallie should.
and life is a cycle. The older will guide the younger. But me being older, should reallie be an example. BE a good example, ernest.
Saturday, May 31, 2008
happy birthday to me!
and when i tot it will be a quiet birthday in shanghai. esp when zyy is in wuhan and weihan is in zhejiang. but it turns out surprising a little 'noiser'. i really have to thank God for His blessings and the friends He gives me.
and thanks CHIO! for being the first one to sms me happie birthday!!
and ALLAN to facebook me at once.
and thanks wei wei karmeng shirleen to call me from 2404 to wish me happie birthday. i reallie felt bad for not being at home. =p
thanks to Kerryn who sms me from singapore and jinyao and young for wishing me happie bdae. and my ahbang lipchong who gives me a birthday call and birthday parcel! and crystal
for remembering my bdae as well.
and huilian who sent me a bdae card from singapore
you will see the photos later.. but before that, i have to mention thanks to people who wish me happie birthday thru facebook like weixiong, calvin, yuwei, an yu, patricia, yeelian, choonhan, yee mun, jevin, alex chew, peichien, yang yuanyuan joseph, esther liang, marilyn.
pple who have msn me like weiming, sukiang, and henghai!
and block Dee level 6 guys who have sent me a birthday card from singapore!! thanks!!!
and my ahbang lipchong who sent me such an atas present that makes me feel bad. i reallie hope you bought it at at SUPER GSS or something. haha =) but postage is cheap.. ahha.. only $5.3.. =) it seems cheaper to send things from singapore than to singapore. bro, thanks a lot for ur present. .haha..
29th May.. after school. and i know i dun want to spend my birthday eve alone. fortunately there's hansheng and elim who are always there when i need entertainment!!! wanted to eat steak so much that i went to this ulu no customers restaurant. the formula is proven, that if the restaurants has no customers, DUN GO IN!
but still.. it's a nice talking chatting eating session~
birthday present from the cofeebean boy. and the present is mocha ice-blended!
vain pic #1: =) enjoying my first birthday present. =)
zyy drew the bear, shirleen wrote the words. she keeps calling me nerd.. dun know since when.
jack ah sounds super Karmeng. haha..
thanks!!! for leaving a birthday message on our house bitching board.! =)
and i received something very surprising from Singapore!!! it's a birthday card from Huilian!!! i sms her right away to say thanks. nv expected something so swweet from her!!! =)
thnaks!!! must reallie meet you once i go back! =)
ya.. it's very weird but i am couting down at 1703 but not zhongshan 2404. why? erm. well.. i tot no one will b around mah.. so naturally i will go to the more lively place. you know.. i just want to be with people. esp today. ~
and guess what? i have my 2nd birthday present. hhaa.. to be reallie honest, i wasnt expecting any presents from anyone. reallie. cos i tot everyone adult liao.. so will not give present. =)

and yes.. i go back home to do a thorough cleaning, facial wash, dress nice nice, put lotsa cologn and deordorant and took a lot of photos before going out.
vain shots #2345.. =) it's my birthday anyway, justified.
ktv at haoledi with hansheng onli. 36 rmb for one hour. so it's 18 rmb each. haha.. okie la.. just for fun!!! haha
and barbo in at 5pm! it's reallie a luxury to chill in the park under the nice bright and yet cooling weather

thank God and friends for all these well wishes and presnts~!! i reallie dint expect them!!!
finally, it's time for my birthday dinner at Cloud 9 Buddy Bear restaurant. it's a kiddy restaurant and that's exactly why i chose it!=)
thanks to all who have come for the dinner. reallie appreciate ur presence. =)
troy, yos, ronald, shir, hansheng, yenfang, lynette, weiwei, damon, elim, buddy bear, karmeng and yiyang and weihan who came right after reaching shanghai.
first it's a cool singing elmo balloon which facinates all of us!!! and it's from shirleen
and my dearest best roomie gave me a shaver~! i wonder did i say it myself that i will want to buy a new shaver. maybe i said it in my dreams. haha.. but then, it's a very practical and useful present!! =) thanks!!!!
and that's me and weiwei and damon, who came back home before 12 with the intention to say happy birthday to me!! thanks thanks.. touched a bit. =) hehehe.
and a call from singapore to wish me happie birthday. somehow, after progressing to skype and internet emails msn etc.. during certain occasions, calling is still very meaningful! ~
and here's zyy who came right after his flight from wuhan!!! quoting zyy, "you still say no body loves you!!!" okay la.. haha.a. appreciate your effort to rush down. =)
and when i tot everything has ended at buddy bear. the kids, clowns, mascots and all. hahaa.. =)
and the final picture for my birthday celebration on 30 May 2008, with my dear 2404 house guys.
something that i thought will only happen in sheares hall. but well.. these are a bunch of hall kids too.
look at the facial expressions of karmeng, zyy, weihan and myself. i feel the love.
the video of what has happened shall be classified. =)






