harmony

i guess it all starts with me..
it's like a mirror.. its all reflected.

for a long time, tho i diint fully do it. i try to
"be friendly, so that you will have friends"
maybe i have failed.

sometimes, i guess, the mirror is just not working. it's not nt reflecting. i grief over the loss of the pretty mirror. but i guess 破镜难圆。

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in china, if you think you are right, you are right. like what carl says, if you speak as if you think you are wrong, people will pick the signal and believe they are right and you are wrong. i guess sometime, at least in china, the way of taking a step back and state that i am wrong will nt gain understanding. it will just shows that i am wrong.

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so when i call clients and talk to them, i must also speak as if i am giving them the stuffs that they NEED.

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but if you wonder, i stil treasure the little old things. i wish they last. i dint know why they can end so abruptly. i tried to ask but to no avail. so i guess let's hope that time will make things better and not worse this time.

best regards
ernest