擦干眼泪

看小小幼苗有多勇敢，任雨打风吹都不怕难。
它呼吸着空气和阳光，一天天的成长。
看小小鸟儿有多坚强，它就要学习如何飞翔。
它努力的挥动着翅膀，要遨游在云端。
你要学着自己擦干泪滴，懂得如何跌倒再爬起。
像那幼苗不怕风和雨，不轻易放弃。
你要学着自己擦干泪滴，懂得如何跌倒再爬起。
拥有鸟儿飞翔的毅力，从不轻易放弃。

test disqus

test test

getaway

yeah.. in singapore want to getaway go msia,
so......in shanghai want to getaway go suzhou.

pictures. haha. not a lot. just enough to docu my time in suzhou can le.

no need to explain too much words also ba=) pictures speak a thousand words. enough of crap. here's what allan wants.haha.

you know what? at work, it's always taught that, i should be chirpy and then people will correspond. this is a skill that i cannot master at or outside work. when i think that people dun like to talk to me. how to be chirpy.? not chirpy, no topic to talk about. dun talk infer that dun like. dun like then not chirpy. it's a vicious cycle. idiot. how to get out of it?

what i have

"You can choose to dwell on what is lacking. Or you can focus on what God has given."

so, i may not have this and that already. but let's concentrate on what i still have before i lose it.. sigh. then again, maybe even if i make effort, i will sitll lose it. crap.

okie.. consistent effort not to lose.. even if i am still in the other end. as what Carl suggested. if everything is account to Him. you will never feel shortchanged and the need to vent.

without the need to vent, less troubles. haha =)

ernest

every morning

his mercies are new every morning; great is your faithfulness (Lamentations 3:21-22)

every night, i want to wake up and start afresh. but it is always not the case and the night falls again.

God's will

His will is higher than ours.

quoting don's msn nick, "if you want to make God laugh, tell Him your plans..."

for now.. Praise the Lord for helping my friend to get her job.

for helping my another friend settling quite nicely in his first temp job

for helping me to learn from little things in life.

there will be Ups when you think you are down

=) there's a lesson in everything and as it is written. All things work together for good to those who love Him...

the loss of physical companion means more time spent with Him. the less confidence in man means more reliance on God. but I also know.. that i need to wake up in the morning as if nothing has happen and break thru my own barrier and hindrance. it's a lesson to be learnt. mistake made doesnt mean i have to dwell on it.

and in the midst of these..
i must thank my dear Junior for sending me Chicken rice paste and bak kut teh. it's GOOD.

and i must thank my chem engin classmate to tell me something to encourage me to move on and try harder.

and i must thank my fellow chem engin bro for being there for all the crap and cock and serious stuffs. 感情厚厚。

and i must thank all of my friends who are there to chat a few lines or two. it's a couple of lines here and there that make me to feel like i have never left singapore.

all of you know who you are. thanks!

PHOTOS time.. long time no photos.


national day dinner in shanghai!. well. i guess except for my exceptional short yamseng.. i hope i have done pretty fine for the rest of my emcee attempt.. haha

did i say how much i miss the tab children?? i cant wait to start sunday school.

and Junior, here's a table of bakkutteh and chicken rice using ur packets of spices and chicken rice paste! thanks!!!!

gabe sent me this

http://61.137.191.80/43/16/43795428EA1BBE1D022401693C36FD3AF57F6F16.wma

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

it only takes a spark

yes.. it only takes a spark. and the whole forest can be burnt DOWN.

when i cannot find anyone to talk bout it. does it reallie mean that i am in the ultimate wrong.. 无心之失。 不是借口。我只想好过一点。

i love parcels

it's reallie the little things that can be make people happy. =) and it's even better if i can share this happiness with people.. to tell people about it and rejoice together. =)

thanks junior!!! for making my national more singapore. hahahah! super timely and nice .

chicken rice and bak kut teh for dinner soon. hahaah

talk in the car

talking to carl is quite interesting. i am like talking to an ernest ten years older than me. something like that..
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and i really think that. we are all adults le.. and all have kinda fixed their personality and reaction models. and we reallie to have expect less change but more accommodation from time to time.

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zyy ask me why everyone changing to wordpress.. i changed for the same reasons as many some time ago.. maybe i will change back soon. change to wordpress where it's just words and SHOUTING of stuffs..but meanwhile. i still want to keep my shanghai blog a good log.

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recently.. i reallie have learnt. carl's advice is good. do it HIS way. that's The Way i should go.. it's reallie when i stop to ponder and contemplate the other way when i got stuck. stick to one way.. if not i keep U-turning, i cannot reach my destination.

harmony

i guess it all starts with me..
it's like a mirror.. its all reflected.

for a long time, tho i diint fully do it. i try to
"be friendly, so that you will have friends"
maybe i have failed.

sometimes, i guess, the mirror is just not working. it's not nt reflecting. i grief over the loss of the pretty mirror. but i guess 破镜难圆。

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in china, if you think you are right, you are right. like what carl says, if you speak as if you think you are wrong, people will pick the signal and believe they are right and you are wrong. i guess sometime, at least in china, the way of taking a step back and state that i am wrong will nt gain understanding. it will just shows that i am wrong.

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so when i call clients and talk to them, i must also speak as if i am giving them the stuffs that they NEED.

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but if you wonder, i stil treasure the little old things. i wish they last. i dint know why they can end so abruptly. i tried to ask but to no avail. so i guess let's hope that time will make things better and not worse this time.

best regards
ernest