ermo

this blog has always been a photolog. nothing reallie much about thoughts. i guess one year in shanghai is also one year to grow up and be less emo.

emo is such an overused word. but i already cannot differentiate what's and what's not emo.

i guess i know what's wrong with me recently. coupled with the fact that i am overseas without many people around me. and plus the fact that i have restricted my tonnes of emo talking to only a very very very small grp of pple. most of them not even in shanghai has turned me to a deprived kid.

i dun dare to let my emotions be known. i was too tired of being read. what is worse is that most people will throw this book away after reading it. it's like.. too easily read. no challenge. and there i go, to the shelves.

now back to logic, i think. my prob is not with the change. is just the skillsets that necessary. the ability to think and speak. and not thinking and speaking at the same time. and the ability to express my thoughts (which are , i hope, friendly most of the time) correctly.

i guess. i am a little affected. i know.

when i baidu my name.. i tot i wun find anything but i'm wrong

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happy birthday to lingfei

happie birthday to lingfei.. and tesing go@blogger.com

vain !!!!

here comes a super vain pic...

hahaah!! but well.. it's good to document things down right?
jason says, "those who likes to take pictures are emo kids" then i think think..
allan, zyy, karmeng, chio, are all pple who likes to take pictures..
amos as well..
true to certain extent sia. =)

calvin and hobbes ending

it's fake. fortunately calvin and hobbes final strip is much more positive.. like this

impt things come first

> > One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled and said, 'I'm glad you asked.'
> >
> > The coffee just shows you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

it's taken from a story where it shows that the important things in life should fill your life first.. then there will be time for other smaller things..

when you have all ur big and small things already.. there's still space for cups of coffee with a friend.

i guess as asians, we grew up watching movies and serials about friendships. for guys maybe will watch a few jianghu or gangster show and be acquainted with brotherhood. i guess, sometimes we fail to realise that brothers are important but the bigger things in life is still more important. sometimes, we learnt lessons using a longer timeframe. haha..

previously i was talking to one of my friend on msn. and that's what he says.
"friends will get married and eventually, they will have no time for you. so why bother... "

haha.. i laughed.. and realise that one day that statement will be true.

Christ's love

i seldom or never blog bout my spiritual life. i feel like jotting some of my thoughts today.

"I have decided to follow Jesus, no turning back, no turning back."
a familiar and "childish" song but it gives good reminder. Why sometimes, i am thinking of turning back? Throwing the towel? Quitting? I am reminded that there is no turning back anymore.

sometimes, i feel emo becos of my guilt. the guilt of not performing as a Christian. and most importantly, the guilt of being emo. it's in fact the last thing i should do becos God in heaven, is my Father and He goes before me and takes care of me. the cheerful and confident kid i should be, i reallie should.

and life is a cycle. The older will guide the younger. But me being older, should reallie be an example. BE a good example, ernest.