Christ's love

i seldom or never blog bout my spiritual life. i feel like jotting some of my thoughts today.

"I have decided to follow Jesus, no turning back, no turning back."
a familiar and "childish" song but it gives good reminder. Why sometimes, i am thinking of turning back? Throwing the towel? Quitting? I am reminded that there is no turning back anymore.

sometimes, i feel emo becos of my guilt. the guilt of not performing as a Christian. and most importantly, the guilt of being emo. it's in fact the last thing i should do becos God in heaven, is my Father and He goes before me and takes care of me. the cheerful and confident kid i should be, i reallie should.

and life is a cycle. The older will guide the younger. But me being older, should reallie be an example. BE a good example, ernest.