this blog has always been a photolog. nothing reallie much about thoughts. i guess one year in shanghai is also one year to grow up and be less emo.
emo is such an overused word. but i already cannot differentiate what's and what's not emo.
i guess i know what's wrong with me recently. coupled with the fact that i am overseas without many people around me. and plus the fact that i have restricted my tonnes of emo talking to only a very very very small grp of pple. most of them not even in shanghai has turned me to a deprived kid.
i dun dare to let my emotions be known. i was too tired of being read. what is worse is that most people will throw this book away after reading it. it's like.. too easily read. no challenge. and there i go, to the shelves.
now back to logic, i think. my prob is not with the change. is just the skillsets that necessary. the ability to think and speak. and not thinking and speaking at the same time. and the ability to express my thoughts (which are , i hope, friendly most of the time) correctly.
i guess. i am a little affected. i know.
3 comments:
hey ernest..
i guess you need to come to terms that if you wana share your problems with your close friends.. you shouldn;t feel afraid of showing your emotions to them or crudely speaking, being readable. if you trust your friends, it's perfectly okay to let them read you (:
true friends are those that are there for you and never jeer at you.
seriously, you are NOT anything less than the guys around you.
you gotta have faith in yourself, as much as God have faith in you (:
always remember, God have a plan for you!
cheers,
one of the 2 girls who helped you with your children's camp (i think it's a treasure hunt or something, and we were thinking of the piano chords for 'God is so Good')during one fine night in hall in ivan's room.(:
Yo dude,
Its been some time since we 'emo-ed" together. Seeing this ermo post really reminds me of the long hours we had talking and talking round and round the bush.
Well, honestly, letting people know how u feel doesn't = easy to read. In fact, the moment you voice out your opinion, you actually become more interesting. Why? I know when you keep mum, its usually when you disagree. But if u actually give a different point of view about a certain matter, it makes you stand out. (provided you can hold your ground la..or not you'll be crushed :D) You won't be so "predictable" or would the others say, "okie.. ernest is okie with anything one la...he don't mind"
Actually i realised many a time we like to keep things hush hush cause we don't wanna create trouble. But, hey... whats life with a little trouble to spice things up?
Haha... I know... easier said than done... I have a problem with letting my inner voice out, but it beats musing and emoing about it for hours/days.
Take care bro!
The other BK
hey>~!!! i jus reach the comments after sooo loong.. cos china made it hard for me to read commetns by blocking blogspot!! haa..
i din know you two are reading! esp the girl who help me to find the chores for the song. haha..
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